Beauty is in the eye of the beholder

So today I am feeling very down. There was a time once when I just switched off my feelings, and then I never felt like this. But you know what, I rather feel the bad stuff also, than not feel at all. And the one thing that always makes me feel much better is looking at around me and trying to find the beauty in everything around me. So I went back to a few of my favourite pictures from a while back.

Hope you enjoy it!!

your favorite color by `suzi9mm

Obsession. by `zemotion

A Distant Figure by `TheTragicTruth-Of-Me

And yet another bird by ~thefrostbitten

The Cherry Tree by `Gwarf

Farewell by ~AllaD8

Model Lab 2 by ~MiAOUWs

Natural History by `lithiumpicnic

Red alley by *Behindmyblueeyes

Update and some awesome art!!!

Firstly, I know I have been quiet for a while, but things are a bit rough.

- My mom is getting married, as I previously mentioned, and I am helping her with all of the arrangements. Even though it's a very smaal wedding, there is a hell of alot of arrangements that needs to be made. Plus they are getting married on the 31st of December, so we have two months in which to get everything together. Atleast we found a venue, a dress for and flowers already.

- I have started getting freelance designing jobs. At first it wasn't very big stuff, an advert here and there. But now I have been asked to design the biggest peagant in our city's invatations and magazine spreads. It's a pretty big break for me and this could really get my name out there.

- I am a bookkeeper at a law firm by day and we have the auditers as geusts this week. OMG, it's crazy, I run around the whole day like a crazy person.

- Oh and then I have deviantart also, where I'm trying to make a name for myself.

Here's a few of my favourites of deviantart, support the artists please, they are all very tallented.

Rusting by *hamesha

Black Feather by *BvandenBerg

blue - m1rc0

Who's gonna break my fall? - whitewinged

Hope in the darkest of days - rainbowmagic

Luperca - Etruscan Goddess by *GIN7GIN8

Nikkie by ~MLR19

Pale by =artorifreedom

Pandora's box by =barbaraplanche

Power of Faith by *SSDema

Psychotic s dream by ~bosscorpio

Rebirth by ~Galler-y

RED WOLF BOOK COVER CONTEST by *streamopassion

S t r a n g e L o v E by =J-u-d-a-s

The invisible woman by *oliviousolitaire

Your Light by *ErinM31

BabyDoll by =MyAmbeon

Autumn Portal by ~Whendell

Waiting in Neverland by ~Colorkiller

Blackberry vs Android

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I have noticed a lot of activity on the my facebook, twitter, and blog accounts lately concerning which is beter; Android or Blackberry. And WOW, people are prepared to go to war over this little freakin debate. Jesus H Christ people, really? You want to fight over who's phone is beter? Why? Why on earth would you waiste precious time like that?! I myself have an HTC Wildfire, but I'm not going up to every person with a Blackberry and sticking my toung out to them like a little kid.

I remember (and I might sound super old right now, but I'm only 21 people) a time when having a cellphone was a priviledge and luxury only rich adults could have. I mean I would never forget my first cellphone, it was this huse freakin motorolla thing, but it had a moving screen saver, and that my friends made me the coolest kid on the block. For a while at least. And then the first colour screen phone came out. Oh wow, I remember my one friend got one before anyone else in the class, and she was made like super queen for atleast a month. Everybody wanted a piece of that magic brick. Oh and don't get me started on when the camera phone was released. Holy Shit BALLS!!!!! We lost our fuckin minds. I mean I have been nagging my mother at that point for a new phone and a camera for like months, and then that little nifty creation came out.

Here's how that conversation went:

Me: I just solved a major problem in your life for you!

Mom: Oh really. How so?

Me: Well, I know that you can't decide which to buy me first, a new phone or a camera. I mean I know you so badly want to give me everything I want in life, but just can't afford it. So I figured out a way I can get the best of both worlds.

Mom: Uh huh, I'm listening.

Me: A camera phone!!!! Ta da!!! Ain't I just too smart?!

Mom: Sure, that's a good idea!

Me: Really!!!??? Oh, mommy, I knew you loved me!!!

Mom:... you'll get one alright, about the same day that my grandfather becomes the pope.

And that where my mood sank into my shoes and I had to drag it behind me and away from that abonation of a woman. Lol, no I'm just kindding, I love my Mommy. And she got engaged this week. But more on that later.

The point I'm trying to make is, people people people... It doesn't matter if it's blackberry or an android, it's still fucking brilliant technology. So just kiss and make up for fucksakes, so I don't have to read your constant bitch and moaning. Please, it really would make my day!!!

Introduction to my Art

Good after day people,

So for those of you who didn't read my little stupid freakin 'about me' block, I am an artist. or atleast trying to make a name as one.

So yeah, please support me if you like what you see bellow. Myart is available on DeviantArt and Artflakes. Prints are available on both pages. but I don't even care about the freakin money, just please share my art on your facebook profiles and twitter and blogs and everywhere it's possible.

It really is my lifes dream to just do this the whole day and not to need a day job, help me make my dream come true!!!

These are only my 3 favourite ones.

 A Soul departing

 Morrigan - Celtic goddess of warfare

Artemis - Greek Goddess of the Moon and Hunting

Hope you guys enjoy it!!!

Rural Areas Rock

Yeah I got nothing. Fucking Proudly South African, hey...

Second Time Around?

Ok, so here I am at work, bored out of my scull, and I remember that a little while ago while I once again had nothing to do, I was wondering what I would get if I google search 'Top Google Searches'. Come on, you know that's fascinating. To me atleast it is. What are the rest of the 6 billion people on earth googleling? So just now, I google searched 'Top Google Searches'. This leads you to another branch of google called 'Google Trends' and here they give you the top list of all the searches ever done.

Now you're thinking, "Yeah, Trizzi, but where the fuck is this mindless babbling of your's going?"
Oh, I'll tell you where it's going... Do you know what the number 1 thing people search for on google is? Oh go ahead and guess, you won't get it right anyways. Unless you went and googled 'Top Google Searches' just now, in which case - SNEAKY BASTARD!!!!

Ok, I'll tell you.... Second Time Around. So now you're thinking, " Yeah, and? big fucking whoop! What's so AMAZINGLY FASCINATING about 'second time around'?"

Well think about it for just a second, why are people googleling 'second time around'? Is there some wave of undead people inhabiting the earth all of a sudden, wondering how to get by. Because they died! Shot in the head or a heartattack or trying to score a blow job of a shark. No matter how it happened, they died. And now, for some god forsaken reason, they are back. Imagine fucking that!!! One minute you're in heaven sucking on eve's titties, next moment you're freakin lying in a stuffy, stinky, old coffin thinking 'WHAT THE FUCK!? Where's Eve? Eve darling, please help me! This coffin doesn't go with my wings! Sweety Darling, come help me please...' But Eve is nowhere to be found. But now, luckily you didn't die too long ago, so you still remember bits and pieces about life and how to live. And if there's one thing you know for sure, it's that when you don't know what to do, Google it. So you go onto your handy dandy heaven sent laptop with super speed wireless internet and type in 'second time around', thinking that 'yeah, well, that pretty much explains exactly what a pickle I am in'.

Oh no guess again, mr Technologicly Inclined Zombie. because if you Google 'Second Time Around', the first thing google gives you is a place somewhere in Ohio, called Second Time Around, and quite frankly I have no idea how that is going to help a Zombie, who is pissed off, to get back to sucking on Eve's titties. Maybe there's some kind of portal inside, in which case - PUT A FREAKIN' SIGN UP PEOPLE, ZOMBIES REALLY AREN'T GENIUSES YOU KNOW!!!!

Ah, when all is said and laughed at, all i still want to know is why on Zues's green earth are billions of people googleling 'second time around'. If there is something I am in the dark about, please, for the love of the monkey on my shoulder, just enlighten me!!!

I am a SCORPIO

By the time you figure everything out, it will already be to late.

I am the one that will always hold your hand when life gets a little tough. On my shoulder you will cry your heart out when the world hurts you. I am the the voice behind you pushing you to achive your dreams and goals. I am the mother that didn't give birth to you. I am the one to whom you can run at all hours of the day and night when evil is chasing you. I am the one that will promise to stand by your side through thick and thin.

And all I ask in return is just your mutual respect. Do not make a mockery of me, for I take offence very easily. You are always forwarned of which buttons not to push, don't dare me by going ahead and pushing them. Don't challenge me. Never think you are better than me. It might seem that way, but I can promise you that that is the exact way I want it to seem.

See life is but a game of chess, and I am always three moves ahead of the game. I might loose sight momentarilly from time to time, but I can assure you that my shortsightedness will soon pass. And when I open my eyes after being in the darkness for a while, I am much worse than I was the last time this happened.

I will not stand for insullance or disrespect. You WILL respect me, or we will go to war. And I can promise you that going to war with me, is the last thing you WANT to do, it will BE the last thing you are to do on this earth.

I will have been waging war on you for many years, and you will only figure it out, when it's already to late. I come from behind, and I am quick. I can make you believe that I am the one, that I am the only person you want in your life. I will make you abandon everything else in your life. I will make you give everything up. I will make you throw everything away. I will make you drop all your shields and destroy them.

Untill at the end, only YOU and ME are left. And then I will sting you like you have never been stung before. That's when everything will start to fall into place for you, that's when you will realize what the fuck just happened. But then, my dear, it's already too late, and you lose!!!

I will protect and love you with all I have, but don't fuck with me. You do NOT want to fuck with me.

WHY? Because I am a Scorpio